You say you don’t want a girlfriend anymore. Okay so this is the part where I would usually say something along the lines of, “No please don’t leave me, I want to be with you so bad, we can work things out, please give me a chance.” But I’m done with that bullshit. I shouldn’t beat myself up over this, I shouldn’t be upset and I shouldn’t feel sorry for myself. I should feel sorry for you. I shouldn’t be crying, I should be laughing at how stupid you are!

I feel sorry for you because standing right in front of you is a girl like no other; a girl who will love you unconditionally, a girl who will be there for you no matter what, a girl who would do anything just to make you smile because she loves your smile, a girl who will stand by your side when no one else will, a girl who will be your best friend, a girl who will can admit her mistakes, a girl who can understand that you’ll make mistakes and still love you regardless, a girl who will take risks just to be with you. I feel sorry for you because the fact that you wouldn’t want a girl to be all of those things for you is just plain stupid.

I can love you and make you happier than any stupid girl because I know how to take good care of myself, which means I could take great care of you. If you don’t realize how lucky you are to have someone who is willing to love you unconditionally in your life, then I feel sorry for you. If you can’t appreciate the fact that a girl like that WANTS you but doesn’t NEED you, then you’re stupid. So it’s your loss not mine. I won’t lose sleep over it because regardless of whether or not you want to be with me, I know that I’m still a great person and whether or not you want me doesn’t define that.If someone is right in front of you offering you unconditional love, willing to give you everything and you’re not willing to accept it then you’re an idiot.

you know he isn’t worth your tears. you know that he’s an asshole for waking up one day and randomly deciding to walk out of your life. he’s an even bigger asshole for making it look so easy. you think about him day and night, you’re tempted to text him, to call him, to tell him how much you miss him. but, you feel retarded for thinking about him that much when you know for a fact that you are the very last thing on his mind. he’s doing just fine, perfectly fine. he’s smiling, living his life with no worries and he’s happy that he got rid of the stress that comes with a girlfriend. the fact that he’s doing so fucking great without you makes you feel even more pathetic and despite the fact that you know you shouldn’t be crying over him and you know you deserve better, you can’t help but think about the sweetheart he once was to you. 

ENOUGH IS ENOUGH.

don’t lose yourself holding onto someone who isn’t afraid to lose you. why should you care when he doesn’t? why should you spend hours thinking about him when he hasn’t spent one minute thinking about you? i’m tired of boys coming off as such sweethearts to make girls fall for them and then when we do fall for them, they don’t even catch us. i’m not going to put my life on hold, sit around being miserable, beating myself up because of a stupid boy who tricked me into believing i could trust him with my heart. i’m going to be happy, i’m going to smile. i’m going to live my life without your memories weighing me down. that caring guy that swept me off my feet is gone, and i’m moving on.

(Source: kimiekimiemore)